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Why are we here? what is it that we seek? is it not enough that we have our own expectations to measure up to/ that we have others as well .... The questions just keep coming my way. and I wonder why it is that I have so much to care. So much to think about and so much to be. So much of myself to give; in this short span of time that is LIFE.
Maybe I think too much sometimes. Mebbe I dream too much at times.... I need something in life and mebbe I want it too quick. which is it going to be. what is the credo we live by. what are we trying to achieve here. the mad mad rush from one place to the other, single minded distraction just leading us astray. Maybe We were never meant to be too much in life. mebbe We were just meant to be...just be... nothing else.....

when will the answers come? when will I ever know? what I was put here on earth to and what next. it is a thought which occupies me now,. what next rather than what now. I know whats now, it is the next that worries me. I need to know what the future brings on to me. I need this to understand, whether now is worth it or rather is "worth it" worth the time I put in now.

Anyways,.. view from without....(thinkin outside the box)...
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