Forgot to mention : Nickelback - Saving Me :) post below :)

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth storey
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

And all I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

My Saturday Run

My Friday Run

Is it me that needs convincing or is it the world.
Is it me thats questioning or is it the world.
I feel like I am asking this myself.
To be true to you or to oneself.

I feel that by being me I will
allow this phase to be as it will
I wish I had some star, a guiding light
to refer to, in this glimmering night.

But then I look back on the words of yore.
That make me want to not ignore
These thoughts that run through my mind
Is it true , can I be so blind...

Well let us hope that the path I choose is right
what is wrong for one, might just be so right
See you in a few years , a few decades, an era
Maybe then we look back and smile...

Vix
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Wednesday; May 10, 2006

Ever felt lost and confused,
torn between right and wrong,
right for one might be wrong for another,
did you think of this, do the bother...

Thought flit and fly through my mind.
thinking what could have been
I care not whether I am correct in this perception.
I don't think I would care to divine...

The ways and reasons and the rhyme
that brought me to this juncture, this path of mine.
I do hope that what I take and say holds true
to me and eventually to you...

I do not say that I know what is best
I do not say that I know what is right
I do know that the path I choose
In retrospect may be more wrong than right...

I do know that I make some choice
some more right than others I know
I will however stand by the ones I make
I only know how hard they come out...

In case I read this later and lament
That I did not do this or that ... oh then..
I will find solace in the fact that lost
And confused I was, but gave my best shot....

Vix
Monday; May 1, 2006