Ever felt lost and confused,
torn between right and wrong,
right for one might be wrong for another,
did you think of this, do the bother...

Thought flit and fly through my mind.
thinking what could have been
I care not whether I am correct in this perception.
I don't think I would care to divine...

The ways and reasons and the rhyme
that brought me to this juncture, this path of mine.
I do hope that what I take and say holds true
to me and eventually to you...

I do not say that I know what is best
I do not say that I know what is right
I do know that the path I choose
In retrospect may be more wrong than right...

I do know that I make some choice
some more right than others I know
I will however stand by the ones I make
I only know how hard they come out...

In case I read this later and lament
That I did not do this or that ... oh then..
I will find solace in the fact that lost
And confused I was, but gave my best shot....

Vix
Monday; May 1, 2006