realization

Realization just dawned on me ! My logic circuits are kaput ! gone ! they have been replaced by this absolutely crazy system of living la vida loca style ! I used to be logical. Able to see the different sides of things. Now I am unable to see past my nose, if the solution was hitting me on the top of my head, it would be a tough thing to for me to see, realize and act upon. what can all this mean ! Maybe that life can be interesting and lead to boredom at the same time. Life can be great and in the dumps at the same moment. Life can be monotonous and exciting simultaneously. Kind of a quirky twist to life but then that is just what life is. I need challenges as a plant needs water to survive. I need a mountain to climb, if lucky someone will let me. I need an ocean to swim, only if people realized I could swim. I need to fly... soar up in the sky .. if only if ... I had wings
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